Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Skeleton

Fingers maneuver gently,

tickling lobes, adjusting pony-tail,

or picking nose as appropriate. Each touch

precedes the surface


it encounters: I create

with caresses, construct particles

contrary to physics in milliseconds

of contact with you.


Alas, I touch but so much.

For hours I've mapped the topography,

surveyed terrain, tracked the curve of every space

with kisses, yet


some part remains unfathomed

beneath body I hold, this whole I

grasp so tightly. I want for the structure of

the thing, to know its


core, iron support,limestone

foundation; bone, skull, scaffolding.

I search and shuffle through blueprints and atlas

to find the missing set.


Wunderkammer von Murasaki Shikibu

I. Manners in which we

preserve memory remind

me of our likeness

to crickets, locusts: nascent,

singing sillily;

hoarding not oats and seeds but

fulfilling needs, no?

The tethers that anchor us

to sanity are

but memorabilia:

concrete, stackable,

submerged, preserved in ether.

Keep me enamored

with life, safe below the air’s

mass, comfortable,

nestled firmly within earth.

Merit is ensured

by characters, words uttered,

scrolls, novellas, thoughts

recorded to reassure

us that the human

animal has worth, that he

will retain validity

when his cities burn.


II. All things in this world

link it to me: perception

is existence, yes?

Any argument spoken

is evidence heard,

inference intuited.

Sycamore, magnolia,

lip’s kiss, vibrator,

noon sun revitalizing,

darkness’s terror.


III. Überdi Überyoru.

With every breath, collecting.


Detritus

Another layer incites no great stir,

nor would the amalgamation of this mound or that;

stars are birthed from scraps congealed in space,

so I suppose this biscuit's ignition gives cause to celebrate:

soft crumbs, then paste, and now the oddly glowing mark

of God's hand on my desk rend an anthem from lungs.


We sing for greening sticks, Bards wax

epiphanic because freshening spring never fails to vitalize,

yet stomachs flip at the sights and smell of this small life,

and we sic machines to thwart its wet development.



Crimes of passion

When specter froze itself in draping silks,

and hid itself in eggshell shades, it cracked

like Russian spies among opposing ilks,

and shook like leaves. When pleased, it took the slack,

now jagged curtain rod and shattered out

a window to the silent midnight pall.

He'd never laid so closely, wound about

a form so tightly or left scrambled scrawl

so lightly etched in fresh cadaver's wet

and stinking gut. His step's quick click and knife's

efficient melody made tears collect

postmortem. Humming octaves atop his wife's

new lover's blinded body, butchered, red,

record-light blinked 'til batteries ran dead.

My mans and them, chillin

“Im starting to feel weeeird...”

-Frank, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia


I, having gazed into abyss, and dabbling deep

there, among saplings, I realize that I too (Yo, see, he's

SO OUT OF IT)

have been gazed into,

but with hero's eyes, sperlative,

that secreted in stealth,

peering into the kiddie pool depths

of me and striking oil

under black soil–

(TEEHEE) (YOOOO)

You're gonna hafta back up outta my bubble, bro,

listen, lookatcha breath I can see it hovering

like bacon, a-sizzle and waaaaavy bro.

Waaaaaavy.


Terracotta waltzes,

shimmers like gulf surf.

Flame fingers grip at logs;

sparks and I hand-dance.

Burning eddies whip stars,

snag their entrails, drape

remains from the zenith.


You are a child now, scared of the creatures that lurk

in the dark and open spaces inhabiting you.

Rightly so: when you scream, they feed, writhing

like maggots on your dismembered psyche, rotting.

Refuse to be freaked, and build a cage for the freak show:

twine pipe-cleaner for bars, lay Pooh's honey as cement.

When they grasp at you through gaps, feed them peeps

to gum their teeth. Watch them scrap, here, from safety.”


The fodder for monsters

flurries down on us

from darkness. Disorder

severs thresholds, bor-

ders, births vitality

of reality

and conscious mind's root: fear.


We remembered things we didn't remember,

that we couldn't have, fictions from within oblivion

forged of molten air and a tab, just a dab of lysergic acid.

As it faded we tried to document the adventure”

aaaaaaaaaaaactually

im lazy;

heres more jamz

Friday, January 21, 2011

an expansion

i have decided (while drunk) to use this free time to update mysober-self and the world about my non-poetic thoughts. while not devoid of the marks of poesy, i, exuberant in "real" life, expect them to be as sexy (potentially) as intriguing (definitely) as intoxicating(ed) (slekrjgnlesrjngly) as my poetry.

"shoutouts to all the niggas that fuck with me, fuck you to all the bitches that dont fuck with me" -- weezy f baby.

hello, world